Being Prepared

"Wait, my beloved, I have more for you to take with you." Why is it I feel so anxious to "get on with things" and in my impatience, I don't look around me and realize what I need first. I am so glad for a loving, guiding "hand" that points to things I need, not allowing me to run blindly out the door but makes sure I am ready first. I have been so anxious to proceed to my beloved, I have focused on one aspect of our needs. Source, Universe, Love, however, has made sure we're really ready. When we become one, we will do so with a wholeness we wouldn't have otherwise known. I feel like we're on a crash course to a higher consciousness to prepare us. One day, I'm going to learn to trust the process without the panic/fear/alarm that I go through now. My end prize will be an inner peace that none can disturb, as soon as I can remember to Trust, Allow, Flow, and always know, In It, I Live and Move and Have My Being.

Stepping onto Bridges

The days are going by and the day I was dreading is nearly here. It is a step towards a new life but this step is onto a bridge, a bridge that I feel is over a deep ravine. I'm anxious to move forward but a bit scared to step onto this bridge. I'm sure that the fear is greater in my mind than needs to be but I am acknowledging that it is there. My friends, close ones and those who are becoming closer are surrounding me with love and care as I move forward. My beloved does the same for me from his distant land. To all those who read this, please, affirm with your thoughts (prayers) that this transition goes smoothly, that my strength is sustained and that my steps onto this bridge are confident and sure.... with gratitude I say "and so it is".

To Be

Too busy to blog!! Ever have those times when you're not sure what you're thinking of because you're thinking of too much at once? As I sat down and decided to get my thoughts out, I realize I'm in one of those places. I feel disorder in myself. I guess that means its time to get quiet, and allow Spirit to settle me down again. When I feel I don't know what to do, it is simply time to Be. I am, after all, human "be"ing, made by a divine "be"ing. So, tonight, on this cold night, I'm going to allow myself just to BE. Take care everyone, take care and be.

More Dreams and Realities..

It was another "wow" day. I feel so much more Centered than I had been feeling. I guess its a renewal of faith. I'd like to explain, but not detail it at the same time so lets try that for a challenge.
I don't believe in lack, I believe in abundance. I believe God, Good, Spirit, Source, .. whatever name you know that Highest Power by, intends for us to have all we need. However, we tend to put our "faith" in our jobs, our economy, our nation, our history, whatever.. instead of remembering the true Source. This has been my recent challenge. However, strange as it is, one day I am struggling with this concept, seeing limitations and lack, when I KNOW that I am filled and free, as my recent affirmation tells me. So, where do these Dreams and Realities come in?? Well, with the happening of two small insignificant things that someone else did, my ability to Dream.. to see a better Reality changed. Do I have more of something "tangible" right now? No.... am I "doing" anything differently... well, on the outside.. "no". Yet now, my view has changed, my ability to dream has improved.. and thus.. with the inside of me changed.. my vision cleared.. for me.. my reality is changed too. I feel a glow from the inside and it fills my world around me with a brighter light.
To the angel whose shoulders I rose to get above my limited vision... I thank you. To all the other angels who see for me, when I'm temporarily blinded.. my unending gratitude.

Dreams and Realities

Wow, what a day! Today, Tuesday, January 20th, 2009 is a day which will be a "foundation" day for many. A day that they will remember and turn to for belief in themselves, belief in a nation, belief in dreams. We all have received messages from other people that contained hurtful words for us. We've all been told at times that we have limitations, that we're unworthy, that we less than others. We've looked at ourselves as a nation before, seen injustice.. seen pain.. despair,.. seen waste and wondered if it really could be any different. We've also all had dreams, ideas in our heads that we wished could/would come true but then couldn't quite believe that they could become real.
Today, a dream has become real for all. Hurtful words that have been said for generations to people, just because they were born who they were now have been healed more. A nation who once believed that there was a right to own another's life, has let go of those ideas enough to show its faith in a person isn't limited by heritage, but the freedom is there for each to climb as high as their faith in themselves will take them. Reality is a dream, well, its closer now to the dream spoken of so beautifully over 40 years ago. Dreams, they are not fantasies that belong only in the realm of "make believe"... Dreams... they are tools to shape our lives into something we can and want to believe in!

Filled and Free

It is another new week!! Its new and if I'm in it, than in a sense, I'm new too!! What a wonderful thought, I'm new, if I'm new, then I'm free. I can make this week a new place to be, I can make it what I want it to be. Things and patterns that didn't serve me don't need to be brought with me here, its a new week... then again, each day, its a new day, a new chance.. and from that.. each moment is new.

Yesterday in church, I had an affirmation come to me, well, first I thought it was saying "I am unlimited".. but when I went to write it, it changed form to "I am filled and free!" I'm contemplating that today. What does that mean? To me, to be filled means to have what I need, there is no part of me that is empty, my cup runneth over. What wonderful Truth that is. Whatever I have need of, has been given to me. It makes it clear why sometimes I call the I AM.. Source. Yes, from this beautiful Abundance which flows freely, I have what I need. No wonder than that the second part of my affirmation is that I am free. What is it that stops us from being free? Its when we think we're not whole, not filled not complete, and we see lack and we then worry. Boy, talk about a prison!!! Worry.... worry.... some people speak of a fallen angel called Satan who has power. I'd call it a fallen thought, and its name is worry. How much does worry rob us??? It doesn't just stop us from our Divine Birthright of Joy, Peace, Happiness, Prosperity, worry literally kills us. But, worry is not Truth, as Truth always sets us free, we can deny it any power. It has none that we don't give it, so we, with our birthright of Divine Power starve it. We say, when we feel it gaining dominance in our mind... "We have all we need".. and if our minds fight us, we can literally command it to "DROP IT" The Truth is, we are FREE. Thus, my original affirmation is Truth as well. I am unlimited, I am not confined, for I am filled and free.

My First...

Well, its been a day of ups and downs. Wanted news arrived, and was better than expected... yet came with an unexpected "price" to it as well. That seemed to set the tone for the day, full of ups, and downs. It seems like the Universe sometimes is telling me to back off, I think of a line from old science fiction .. 'resistance is futile'. E Tolle is right, suffering comes when we resist what is, yet we do it all the time, and pay the price accordingly. Well, another day is winding down, which brings me another day closer to reuniting with him again.